you have to consider things like what to do with anger. as a child or an adolescent, there was no question. rage was rage and you reacted, consequences be damned. an an almost-30-year old, i find myself considering absently if what i'm about to do (impulsive aquarian) is going to make life suck for me later.
that's the big difference, of course. i wonder briefly and still do what i do, although even i will admit that i take it down a notch. there's less cursing and more often than not i find myself disappointed in people and not even that angry. reacting more because that's why i've always done.
no big point here, just sort of musing. i had a rather disappointing run-in with that guy tonight, and i still held out some hope that he would handle things maturely, but he didn't, so oh well. it's kinda sad and his behavior was really unbecoming of an adult - fuck it, a human being. linda actually heard him asking one of our female friends, 'when will i see you again?' lmao, poor girl. i had to call him out, and i did, which is probably one thing i excel at and usually get some sort of gratification from, but this time it was just lame.
i'm heading to vietnam on saturday. i can't believe it's almost here! from now on, i'm just going to say, 'pho-kit' to anything that bothers me....
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