Thursday, July 19, 2007

trying to keep the faith

home all day. sick and disgusting. actually ended up going to finestre with kayi for dinner... we've been planning it and i really wanted to go. the food was surprisingly good (better than jean georges, actually. wha...?) and i should have expected it, but a full meal doesn't go down nicely when your stomach is up in arms (get it? haha)

people be finding me on facebook. people from a while back, and waaaay back. a tad frightening sometimes. finding out so-and-so (whom you barely spoke to in high school anyway) is married with three kids? three? damn. and then there are those that aren't as historical, but could've just left well enough alone. me, that is. leave me alone.

anyway. nothing interesting tonight. a whole lotta blabber blabber from us girls. life... argh. so complicated. maybe it'd be easier if i was an autobot and got told what to do. or, shit, i don't know. i love my freedoms and i love my friends, but occasionally life suffers from being under the microscope. the scrutiny shuts down the purpose. aka, look too hard, and something's bound to displease you. just try to go with the flow, hang out, enjoy things, don't think too hard. thinking and overthinking are society's current downfall when it comes to social interaction.

what the hell am i spouting off about now?

i kinda doubt i'm going i tomorrow - not fit for public interaction - but when the alarm goes off, we'll see. have a happy friday, everyone.

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